May 26, 2009

Rhapsody On A Windy Night

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Twelve o'clock.
Along the reaches of the street
Held in a lunar synthesis,
Whispering lunar incantations
Dissolve the floors of memory
And all its clear relations,
Its divisions and precisions,
Every street lamp that I pass
Beats like a fatalistic drum,
And through the spaces of the dark
Midnight shakes the memory
As a madman shakes a dead geranium.

Half-past one,
The street lamp sputtered,
The street lamp muttered,
The street lamp said, "Regard that woman
Who hesitates towards you in the light of the door
Which opens on her like a grin.
You see the border of her dress
Is torn and stained with sand,
And you see the corner of her eye
Twists like a crooked pin."

The memory throws up high and dry
A crowd of twisted things;
A twisted branch upon the beach
Eaten smooth, and polished
As if the world gave up
The secret of its skeleton,
Stiff and white.
A broken spring in a factory yard,
Rust that clings to the form that the strength has left
Hard and curled and ready to snap.

Half-past two,
The street lamp said,
"Remark the cat which flattens itself in the gutter,
Slips out its tongue
And devours a morsel of rancid butter."
So the hand of a child, automatic,
Slipped out and pocketed a toy that was running along the quay.
I could see nothing behind that child's eye.
I have seen eyes in the street
Trying to peer through lighted shutters,
And a crab one afternoon in a pool,
An old crab with barnacles on his back,
Gripped the end of a stick which I held him.

Half-past three,
The lamp sputtered,
The lamp muttered in the dark.

The lamp hummed:
"Regard the moon,
La lune ne garde aucune rancune,
She winks a feeble eye,
She smiles into corners.
She smoothes the hair of the grass.
The moon has lost her memory.
A washed-out smallpox cracks her face,
Her hand twists a paper rose,
That smells of dust and old Cologne,
She is alone
With all the old nocturnal smells
That cross and cross across her brain."
The reminiscence comes
Of sunless dry geraniums
And dust in crevices,
Smells of chestnuts in the streets,
And female smells in shuttered rooms,
And cigarettes in corridors
And cocktail smells in bars."

The lamp said,
"Four o'clock,
Here is the number on the door.
Memory!
You have the key,
The little lamp spreads a ring on the stair,
Mount.
The bed is open; the tooth-brush hangs on the wall,
Put your shoes at the door, sleep, prepare for life."

The last twist of the knife.

T.S.Eliot

May 19, 2009

Never Ending Cycle

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The world came to halt
When I fell in love

The world came to a halt
When I fell out of love

When I fell in love
The world was rosier as ever

When I fell out of love
The world was pathetic as ever

The world was rosier as ever
Since the day of the first kiss

The world was pathetic as ever
Since the day of the last kiss

Since the day of the first kiss
Beauty touched my soul

Since the day of the last kiss
Beauty burned my soul

Beauty touched my soul
My heart was illuminated

Beauty burned my soul
My heart was darkened

My heart was illuminated
When I fell in love

My heart was darkened
When I fell out of love

When I fell in love
The world came to a halt

When I fell out of love
The world came to a halt

19th May, 2009

May 12, 2009

Assortment

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Life is an assorment of myriad ingredients. Some of them are spicy, sweet, sour or very hot. Right now, what I am feeling is a mixture of sweet and sour. Mind is too cluttered to follow any particular strand of thought. The waves of the subconscious mind sweeps/ flows away from one point to another, building connections and disconnections. Right now, I am a very bad example of concentration. And, patience is a distant dream. I cannot keep a track of things to do and things not to do. Days are long and time is too short. 

One of my favourite pastime- writing- seems a long dream too. Sometimes I feel like I am facing the 'writers block'. But then I ask myself- so soon? What have I done? Have I published a book or am I a world renowned writer? Nor I have the capacities of a Wordsworth or Keats. Then I say to myself- I am just going through a period of disorientation. The sooner I recover, the better. 

Such are life's drearies. 

April 30, 2009

All Over Again


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Last night I fell in love with you
All over again,
More deeply in love,
Than ever before.
No one has ever expressed their love for me
With such beautiful and kind words.

Last night I fell in love with you
All over again,
With such stronger faith
Than ever before.
Knowing that you will always be there for me
When dark shadows enter my life.

Last night I  fell in love with you
All over again
With a stronger friendship
Than ever before
When ever I need a tender shoulder to cry on
I know you will wipe away the tears

Last night I feel in love with you
All over again
With more respect
Than ever before
I look up to you and admire your strength
In turn you have strengthen me

Last I feel in love with you
All over again
With such care
Than ever before
Now I truly believe how much you care for me
You have given me life.

Last night I fell in love with you
All over again
With more happiness
Than ever before
You have brought back to me smiles and laughter
Through your loving eyes.

Last night I fell in love with you
All over again
With more love
Than ever before
For the first time in a long time
I have really felt love.

-By: Cheryl Hornbeck

The Reasons You Are Beautiful


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To the girl whose beauty is present in all seasons 
I tell you why you are beautiful, here are the reasons:

Your beauty extends into the heavens, 
it goes on forever and never lessens. 
Even when the clouds heighten 
you are here and the world brightens. 
You are like a fruit that constantly ripens 
your beauty continues to grow no mater what happens.

My fondness for you constantly deepens 
because every time I see you my heart starts to weaken. 
You make everything else appear hollow 
where ever you are loveliness is sure to follow. 
You shine so bright you cast your own shadow 
a beauty that others would love to borrow. 
But try as they might your beauty they will never catch 
because something like you they could never match.

Your beauty seems to increase with every breathe 
it tests the limits my imagination can stretch. 
It makes me question if what I am seeing is real 
I only know it is true by the way that I feel. 
Your beauty is so vast it can't be concealed 
there is no hiding it your beauty is always revealed.

The power of your beauty is the world's greatest gift 
the heaviest boulder it could easily lift. 
A girl this perfect I never knew 
all that changed the moment I met you. 
Heaven on Earth I was not aware 
until I met a girl that was crafted with such care. 
You would be the answer to a prayer 
if someone asked for something rare with beauty to spare.

If I had a choice I would choose this girl over air 
for air can't compare to a girl not found elsewhere. 

- By: Daniel Erdle

April 28, 2009

One Of My Favourite Poem


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Ode To Autumn

Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness!
Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun;
Conspiring with him how to load and bless
With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eaves run;
To bend with apples the mossed cottage-trees,
And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core;
To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells
With a sweet kernel; to set budding more,
And still more, later flowers for the bees,
Until they think warm days will never cease,
For Summer has o'erbrimmed their clammy cells.

Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store?
Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find
Thee sitting careless on a granary floor,
Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind;
Or on a half-reaped furrow sound asleep,
Drowsed with the fume of poppies, while thy hook
Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers;
And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep
Steady thy laden head across a brook;
Or by a cider-press, with patient look,
Thou watchest the last oozings, hours by hours.

Where are the songs of Spring? Ay, where are they?
Think not of them, thou hast thy music too, - 
While barred clouds bloom the soft-dying day
And touch the stubble-plains with rosy hue;
Then in a wailful choir the small gnats mourn
Among the river sallows, borne aloft
Or sinking as the light wind lives or dies;
And full-grown lambs loud bleat from hilly bourn;
Hedge-crickets sing, and now with treble soft
The redbreast whistles from a garden-croft;
And gathering swallows twitter in the skies. 

By: John Keats

April 20, 2009

Why Is The Rose So Pale


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Ah Dearest, canst thou tell me why
The Rose should be so pale?
And why the azure Violet
Should wither in the vale?

And why the Lark should, in the cloud,
So sorrowfully sing?
And why from loveliest balsam-buds
A scent of death should spring?

And why the Sun upon the mead
So chillingly should frown?
And why the Earth should, like a grave,
Be mouldering and brown?

And why is it that I, myself,
So languishing should be?
And why is it, my Heart-of-Hearts,
That thou forsakest me?

Heinrich Heine (1797-1856)

April 15, 2009

Beauty Beyond Memory

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I came across this wonderful poem which I am publishing here with full credit to the author: Hamzah Gani.

Here is the poem----

When memories cry
When memories fade and die

I'm going to grow old
My passion
My fiery passion
My flaming lust is going to grow cold

But my heart will always flow with a molten, love lava
In your name this lava flows through my veins
My heart beats for you
My heart will never cease to beat your name

When I lose my charm and my glamour
When I lose my physique and my game
When I'm old and wrinkly
When I cannot look myself in the mirror
I'll still stare at you

When memories fade
When I forget the days of the week
And the months of the year
When I mix names
And faces
The memory of you
Will always shine bright and clear
Your image
Has been burnt to my memory
I will never forget your radiance and beauty

I will die happy
With the image of your sweet smile
On my mind
And love
On my lips and in my heart.

 

April 13, 2009

The Night To Kill

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Chapter 1 - continued

 

The killer considered dismembering the body and sending it one at a time to the grief stricken family members but rejected the idea soon after. It will take a lot of time, gasped he. The killer turned back to face the dead body lying on the bed. By this time, the whole sheet had turned crimson.

 

Leaving the body in such a clean state was unacceptable. Something had to be done. Bending over the body, the happy killer struck it repeatedly, in hurried strokes, with the shining knife, until the innards were completely out, in a fit of anger but at the same time a cold serenity pervaded the entire being of the killer.

 

“It looks better now, better than the previously languid state”, chuckles the brute with the thought.  

 

Will be continued… 

The Possibility Of Love In 'Harry Met Sally'


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A romantic comedy of the 1980s, the only basic comment I found in the movie, apart from the wonderful acting of Meg Ryan (Sally) and Billy Crystal (Harry) is-  A Man and Woman can never be friends. The sex angle always come in between as much both the gender tries to keep the relationship platonic.

The story spreads itself in 12 years of their first meeting and ends with their realising their love for each other. Several failed relationships and broken engagements build their different perception on sex and intimacy. 

The night when they get involved in passion is one of the turning points of the story. The whole dimension of their platonic relationship changes, validating that sex always comes in between. I am not questioning the veracity of this claim. My question is - was it sex that led to the realisation of the love they felt towards each other? 

Yes, the director do provides a build up with the regular meetings, mid night chats, setting each other up with their respective best friends and the heartfelt conversations they indulge in together. Sure the attraction is there quite clearly, but does the culmination of love depend solely upon sex. Sex is not a sin; it is an intrinsic part of the natural circle of life. But but but...that is the only aspect of the film which does not get my approval though my sensual instincts favour the display of affection but my intellectual mind questions it every time I watch the movie. 

Maybe the sex episode acted as a trigger to the pent up tension and frustration in both the characters. But still I would have myself belief that the declaration of love should come first and then sex can follow later.